February 2017

Here at home on Monday 6 Feb 2017.
I am not working and broke again. I am not about to go look for property to sell or even join a property group. I am not about to get a job, or even a sales job in a company.
All I think I can do is fix things and sell them. That is about all I can do.  Houses or flats or even Motorbikes.
 I am giving my marriage a last ditch attempt again although it is over by a long shot.
I can’t kid anymore we are done. I must have a peaceful divorce.
I would like someone to be with me after this so for now I am at my best behavior but not trading.
I made a concept for a buy/sell shop that trades on second hand good so I will see if I can fund it.
I must get working to buy Syd a car. Once working I can go to Ram Bam for a loan but it is not an easy task.  I really have to be more creative. This is clearly not working out.
 I have the electricity account looming and not sure how to fix it so I am expecting a miracle.
 Johnny said “both your kids hate you” he was in a rage but I don’t blame him.
I do need some time away again so I will sell the scooter and go on road trip on the XL 500.
I think I will go to the Wild Coast to see the sea.
 I think that is a good thing, it is time now to cash out on all fronts and set everyone free from me.
Sell everything and get us to Cape Town.
Syndey must finish Matric at KDHS and J must leave next year.
We must pay for a year upfront for 2018 and still have money for Syd's car and her education to the end of this year.
 All I have are some broken shares and a scooter but that is a good start. R7000 for the Scooter and R9000 for the shares if I can sell them? I would like to do the Namibia trip of a life time as it will sort out the problems and truly will be a trip of a life time that never has to end. I do nbeed to get a Modern BMW and ride with the wind and the waves.